This is the place I feel most comfortable! I'm not afraid, I let it all out, I even talk to myself hoping one day it will respond! The bath tub allows me to be myself and analyze all options for careers, relationships, and anything else that may occur..
As, I sit in the bath tub- I wonder if I should continue like this? Things are hard to explain! I care for him, I'm attracted to him, I even love him! We get along so well, but friendships are my comfort zones! Like the bubbles in my bath! Its not a bath tub with out them! And I'm not me without my friends! But I want more! I want to trust him! I want him to only want me-
Part of me feels like that will never happen! Maybe one day he will realize I'm worth it!! Maybe one day he will be ok admitting he has a GF and not a best friend!
Hopefully soon bc im ready for the real thing and nothing less!
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