I ponder if I'm making the right decisions.. The feeling when we are together is one I cannot put into words. The way you treat me is different from others. You have touched my heart in ways I cannot explain..my heart skips a beat when I see you and races when I'm not with you... I love how you allow me to be, I love how you have a passion for something and not afraid to show it!
I long for the feeling of knowing I'm the only one on your mind.. I long for the feeling when I am worth enough so you to be proud to call me yours... I long for not being scared to show you how I truly feel.. I long for the way things use to be...
Are these things I should wait for to change? Or are these these "red flags" and I need to get out no matter how badly it will hurt me and my heart...
Do I deserve the person who wants to be with me and has no doubts? Or can I hang a long a little bit longer for you to realize I am what you want.. Do I walk away and follow the famous quote "you don't know what you have until you don't have it anymore" or leave and "if it is meant to be it will"
I feel like this is a lose lose situation.. I lose for caring so much and I lose because your not ready..
I lose if I walk away, bc I lose my best friend!
Man, that felt good to get out!
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-tif
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